Something Bitter Sweet (Kelly)

from Subject: To Change by November Is For Friends

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A song about leaving people behind?

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There's something bittersweet about still being home. You know I can't hold you next semester; can't hold you over the phone. I press my nose into your coat and feel the knot build in my throat. The lingering scent of your perfume: It's a store-bought scent but to me, it's you. I know that I'll be all alone. Stuck here without you until I'm coming home. I know it's not everything you wanted this to be. Sorry, sometimes I don't make sense. Just, please bear with me? Now we're done, and I'm away, but I can't wait to see you on the holidays. The leaves stick to my jacket and my hairs a mess and I can't fix anything because I feel depressed. I know that I'm never alone but I'm dying without you until I'm coming home. I know it's not everything you wanted this to be. Sorry, sometimes I don't make sense. Just, please bear with me? [I'm] Trying to get by everyday. I know you know I'm not okay. 300 miles away from home and I know I can't hold you over the phone. I know that you'll be all alone, but it's not my job to fix this so I'm not coming home. But, sometimes I don't know what comes first. Like everything I've ever tried to do: It only makes things worse. So winter thaws into the spring. I'm still without, but your voice rings In my head like a thousand bells, though I still cannot convince myself that this was anything to you. But if it was, sorry, I never knew. If I could find you now, and have it my way I'd have you here with me every single day. Wooooooaaaaahhhhhhhh.

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from Subject: To Change, released November 28, 2013

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